Six Years & Still Broken

I wish I had something new to say, but instead, all I can say is my heart is still broken.
I miss my brother and I don't understand. 
I still cry, though it may not be all the time nor forewarning. 
When I'm not crying from missing him,
I am laughing from loving him.

My heart hurts from the emptiness and swells with memories all at the same time.

Oh, how I love him.

Three years ago, I posted this blog post. Hope you had the chance to meet him.
http://brandonandnancybreedlove.blogspot.com/2009/09/best-friend-soul-mate-my-little-boy.html